That’s the power that love, that friendship, that bonds with other people really has. Without a friend, a lover, a person who cares for you and you can trust … things can quickly fall apart.
It’s just harder to do things on your own.
I’m really glad you had that. And I’m really sorry that they’re gone. That love doesn’t go away, but I know you’d want them both here. I know that I’d be hurting if I didn’t have the people I love so much here, too.
But for this person … they’ve lost that person they loved and trusted. They’ve lost that person they rely on. And I’m not the same to them - I know I can’t be that for them. They’ll probably never trust me.
So, since I can’t be their friend, since they won’t let me in that way … I can take being someone they’d hate instead, if that helps them. Or if not hate, at least somebody they can get out some of that loneliness in a fight. Since I can’t do anything else to fix this.
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It’s just harder to do things on your own.
I’m really glad you had that. And I’m really sorry that they’re gone. That love doesn’t go away, but I know you’d want them both here. I know that I’d be hurting if I didn’t have the people I love so much here, too.
But for this person … they’ve lost that person they loved and trusted. They’ve lost that person they rely on. And I’m not the same to them - I know I can’t be that for them. They’ll probably never trust me.
So, since I can’t be their friend, since they won’t let me in that way … I can take being someone they’d hate instead, if that helps them. Or if not hate, at least somebody they can get out some of that loneliness in a fight. Since I can’t do anything else to fix this.