[ Gideon stares at the question a while. She threatened to follow through if he drew on her. He didn't, not then. A good portion of her life she'd have lost to Crux if she tried. That's not enough to stop her, she doesn't think. The answer though... ]

Harrow would've made my life more of a living hell for that. Crux was her man, and she didn't have many people she could rely on.