[She's fine with black and white, honestly. She knows it hurts less. Watching Rin gain a wider understanding of things over time has been painful to watch.]

He passed on the hurt that was done to him, and he reaped the consequences. [It is what it is. She can grieve, but she can't be angry over his death, not really.]

...I enjoyed working with you on the rescue. And I understand if this changes your opinion of me. [Given his answers, she figured she should just be honest.]