I know the feeling, which the only reason I'm still talking to you after what you just said.
Fuck you. I don't expect a normal person to understand how precious memories are to me. Just because I won't kill them doesn't mean I've forgiven them and I don't keep them around like nothing ever happened. Our ties have been severed and there is no fixing it. I can't even trust Sirius when none of what Eclipse did was his fault.
And I did kill Eclipse. I had no choice and he deserved it after making my life a living hell, but his death still haunts me. I killed my best friend. A twisted, magical reflection of the worst parts of him, but still. It's not something you get over.
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Fuck you. I don't expect a normal person to understand how precious memories are to me. Just because I won't kill them doesn't mean I've forgiven them and I don't keep them around like nothing ever happened. Our ties have been severed and there is no fixing it. I can't even trust Sirius when none of what Eclipse did was his fault.
And I did kill Eclipse. I had no choice and he deserved it after making my life a living hell, but his death still haunts me. I killed my best friend. A twisted, magical reflection of the worst parts of him, but still. It's not something you get over.