im not im not ignoring it i remember everything thats the fucking problem i remember EVERYTHING i didnt feel like me in the lab anymore not just because they treated us like animals but because im not an angry guy felt it so much and all i could do was scream at him like yeah he's weak but what does that make me when i couldn't escape him all that time cloud needed me but i kept failing i hated it maybe i hated myself it wasnt me i KNOW it doesnt go away i know it sits and waits bc thats what it was like for YEARS i couldnt do a damn thing!!! i dont want it anymore!
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im not ignoring it
i remember everything
thats the fucking problem i remember EVERYTHING
i didnt feel like me in the lab anymore
not just because they treated us like animals but because im not an angry guy
felt it so much and all i could do was scream at him
like yeah he's weak but what does that make me when i couldn't escape him all that time
cloud needed me but i kept failing
i hated it maybe i hated myself
it wasnt me
i KNOW it doesnt go away i know it sits and waits bc thats what it was like for YEARS i couldnt do a damn thing!!! i dont want it anymore!
i cant stop typing why cant i stop typing shut up