yeah like fuck the reckoning too but not as much as riteor riteoir idk even remember how to spell it and idc bc fuck them and i do care actually that other world was fucked up and it scared the shit out of me for a minute but the worst part was the start of it the tower the cultists i dont feel guilty about killing them at all but then i feel all kinds of fucked up about that. worst part wasnt even being on the table it was jinx having to see it. it was getting jun out, me and fang and falco and fuck i miss them too
i wish i had chill dreams but its p much always that same shit always the worst parts
most of my sleep is nightmares which wasnt that much of a problem in trench but i need a liiiiitle more sleep here and im not digging that part. i think im pretty good at hiding it id probably be better but i never sleep with my door shut and i hardly ever shut any door and i have reasons for that and reasons i keep busy. it only stops when i drink and well thats a whole lot more trouble than its worth i guess thats another favor i can thank trench for. if it were easier for me to get shitfaced i think we might have a real problem. i didnt want to bother you about it but yeah i could use the help.
i dont think ud try to change me at least not on purpose and not without asking me first even if u wanted to do it but i can see why people would get weird about it esp if they dont know u
REALLY id be down to test it but im no john (fuck that guy too)
me too. i think about him when im in my shop because hes up there with the others and how he liked cookies but he was real hesitant to take them from me at first. he helped me with that little statue i got from mariana and when he was in the bathtub because also fuck u john. it must suck to be the only one. do u think maybe u could teach sharon? are you for sure sure that no one else can?
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i wish i had chill dreams but its p much always that same shit
always the worst parts
most of my sleep is nightmares which wasnt that much of a problem in trench but i need a liiiiitle more sleep here and im not digging that part. i think im pretty good at hiding it id probably be better but i never sleep with my door shut and i hardly ever shut any door and i have reasons for that and reasons i keep busy. it only stops when i drink and well thats a whole lot more trouble than its worth i guess thats another favor i can thank trench for. if it were easier for me to get shitfaced i think we might have a real problem. i didnt want to bother you about it but yeah i could use the help.
i dont think ud try to change me at least not on purpose and not without asking me first even if u wanted to do it but i can see why people would get weird about it esp if they dont know u
REALLY id be down to test it but im no john (fuck that guy too)
me too. i think about him when im in my shop because hes up there with the others and how he liked cookies but he was real hesitant to take them from me at first. he helped me with that little statue i got from mariana and when he was in the bathtub because also fuck u john. it must suck to be the only one. do u think maybe u could teach sharon? are you for sure sure that no one else can?