[Kaeya's hands still. The words are out there, but he didn't plan on it. He never intended to say it at all.

He'd glossed over it in his letter. Some history didn't have to be spoken. Yet here he was saying it.] She didn't. No one knew I kept it on me. I was still wearing the old uniform at the time, and we had deeper concerns than how one knight coped. ...we were moving pieces to catch our traitors.

We failed you both. We would not fail again.