oh i wasn't thinking about the mask but you're right maybe bc i don't wear it on my head as much as i used to, always got it with me but not the same don't take the chainsaw out so much either, there's so much less fighting here we can practice sometime for sure ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ grrrr
thank you, that really does mean a lot you can push me if you want ive survived worse! (i say like you don't already know) i don't really share the bad stuff with most people if i can help it tho. that's what therapy is for so most of it doesn't bother me, at least not so much i don't want to share it
but the dream stuff was mess is a good word for it i wish you didn't feel bad but i feel bad and i bet you probably wish i didn't the whole point of me going back is so nobody would see the world get that bad so showing it to you feels like idk like my own brain did you wrong and that version of me in the dream was an asshole i'm really sorry for shoving your face in that mess
sorry i wasn't supposed to talk about it but then you said that so i had to talk about it not that it's your fault oh my god this stupid whatever this is CIRCUS WEIRD CIRCUS i love you guys too
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maybe bc i don't wear it on my head as much as i used to, always got it with me but not the same
don't take the chainsaw out so much either, there's so much less fighting here
we can practice sometime for sure ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ grrrr
thank you, that really does mean a lot
you can push me if you want ive survived worse! (i say like you don't already know)
i don't really share the bad stuff with most people if i can help it tho. that's what therapy is for
so most of it doesn't bother me, at least not so much i don't want to share it
but the dream stuff was
mess is a good word for it
i wish you didn't feel bad but i feel bad and i bet you probably wish i didn't
the whole point of me going back is so nobody would see the world get that bad so showing it to you feels like
idk like my own brain did you wrong
and that version of me in the dream was an asshole
i'm really sorry for shoving your face in that mess
sorry i wasn't supposed to talk about it but then you said that so i had to talk about it
not that it's your fault
oh my god this stupid whatever this is
CIRCUS
WEIRD CIRCUS
i love you guys too