I hate hearing that name. [ Zechs winced again, and yet it’s the truth. But also true, clearly; ] You’re about the only individual I’d allow to even voice it.

[ He looked frustrated because he couldn’t silence himself, but also - ] If I kept to what I thought would be most comfortable I’d be entirely alone. I would not be caring for Alluka - I would not have the few friendships I possess - and I would never have spoken to you after your arrival. I would be more miserable and terrible for that mistaken attempt at comfort. Do not let me stay comfortable. I need to push past these masks I’ve built that have caged me.

[ He shook himself and tried to change the subject. ]

Now, come on. You promised me a duel. And you’ve always been devastatingly attractive when you’re smug with a weapon.

[ Zechs choked when the words left him. ]