I don't want to think about the past right now. [ He closed his eyes for a moment and slightly leaned into the touch, as Treize carded a hand into his hair and stepped even closer. ] Even if it is inevitable with you here.

[ He's not intending to blame Treize - that was just how it was. Unlike everyone else here, Treize didn't need his past explained to him, he had been there - for better or worse. ]

[ But it's still true; ] I am so tired of it haunting me. I wish I could focus on this present moment, instead.