No, no need to apologize. You are exactly correct, it feels very much like an open wound, and there is the added difficulty of no one understanding that I have it, really, or why. We were already in strife when my children came along, they have never known us to be otherwise, and they do not understand. I had spent so much daydreaming as a girl, about us raising our children together to be as close as we were, and losing that... Well. I am being depressing again. I apologize. I cannot seem to help it today.
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I am being depressing again. I apologize. I cannot seem to help it today.