the language surrounding sex and relationship dynamics tend to convey ideas such as ownership, a woman's body as a thing to be acted upon and taken from. i do not like the idea of anyone viewing me with that intent.
but it's as if i'm allowing shield to still own me. as if their instruction of don't prevents me from taking back control.
and the deeper fear is that i am simply too damaged to be... involved.
cw autonomy trauma
but it's as if i'm allowing shield to still own me. as if their instruction of don't prevents me from taking back control.
and the deeper fear is that i am simply too damaged to be... involved.