but it does make me wonder what it is exactly. if it's more than just the way i was trained, why i'm so different.
so were you punishing yourself, the way you had accused me. by distancing yourself from your friends? were you afraid they could not understand what you were going through? why are you making such efforts with me, if you were distancing yourself from others. ... what was she like?
addressing it at least feels somewhat more productive than continuing to suppress it. so i appreciate you do not view these conversations in vain.
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so were you punishing yourself, the way you had accused me. by distancing yourself from your friends? were you afraid they could not understand what you were going through?
why are you making such efforts with me, if you were distancing yourself from others.
... what was she like?
addressing it at least feels somewhat more productive than continuing to suppress it. so i appreciate you do not view these conversations in vain.