I find it very easy to believe you were already special, before all of the bullshit. Personally.
Why do you think I recognized it so easily? I don't know if I was scared that they would not understand or if I was scared that they would and the understanding would break me further. It is easier to see that it just amounts to choosing to keep yourself in pain when it is reflected back at you. And. Well. Since I agreed to honesty for this conversation, talking you reminded, reminds, me what those first couple years of freedom felt like. She was - young. Recklessly honest, recklessly optimistic. Reckless in everything, maybe. It should have been extremely obnoxious, but it wasn't so bad.
It is a start, and that is not small or in vain. In my opinion.
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Why do you think I recognized it so easily?
I don't know if I was scared that they would not understand or if I was scared that they would and the understanding would break me further.
It is easier to see that it just amounts to choosing to keep yourself in pain when it is reflected back at you. And. Well. Since I agreed to honesty for this conversation, talking you reminded, reminds, me what those first couple years of freedom felt like.
She was - young. Recklessly honest, recklessly optimistic. Reckless in everything, maybe. It should have been extremely obnoxious, but it wasn't so bad.
It is a start, and that is not small or in vain. In my opinion.