[ She laughs and there's absolutely 0 way for her to hide the intense awkwardness in that laugh.]

Yeah. It's new to me and not something I wanted but it happened. Usually this is the part we'd compel someone to forget about that [ and that awkwardness has now turned into rambling out too much. Great. She shrugs. ] But it doesn't matter if people know here. [ Everyone's weird here in some way. ]